Hail Mary (Part II)

Hail Mary II

The game of football can be a cruel mistress–one who will take everything from you and give very little in return.

The term facilities had to be used loosely when referring to the Corpus Christi Spartans’ base of operations.  Located about four miles north of the harbor off Interstate 37, the Spartans’ offices were small, substandard, and leased on a month-to-month basis within the space of a poorly kept and mostly abandoned strip mall.  Team practices took place either at local high schools or public parks, depending on the day and the finances.  Film and training sessions were made possible by the meager sponsorship of a local boxing gym, the latter supplemented through the use of an empty lot adjacent the team’s offices. 

In truth, the facilities were cheap, improvised, and horribly inefficient, but such was the bitter reality for an EIFL franchise operating in a city where local 3A high school matchups received more media coverage and higher attendance than the average Spartans’ home game.

As Lance guided his 12-year old Ford Explorer in the direction of the team facilities, he tried not to think about the demoralizing turn of events he was leaving behind.  Today was Friday, after all, and he had a check to pick up. 

If you could even call it that.  $250 per week was hardly a livable income.  Most of the Spartans’ players had no choice but to maintain a job or two on the side, all the while ensuring said occupations did not interfere with Spartans’ practices, workouts, travel or games. 

Many minor league teams had reputations for being notoriously eager when it came to levying fines against their players.  With tight budgets of their own to deal with, teams such as the Spartans did not see it prudent to indulge the various trials, tribulations, or excuses of the individuals comprising their respective rosters.

Two exits shy of his destination, Lance noticed the red needle of his fuel gauge hovering over the ominous E at the far left of the meter.  Cursing, he exited the freeway and pulled into the nearest gas station, all the while doing his best not to dwell on the fuel he had wasted traveling to and from what was ultimately a failed tryout.  As he stepped out of the vehicle, the dejected quarterback retrieved his smart phone, toggled up Amy from his list of contacts and tapped call

With the phone pressed against his ear, Lance went through the motions of refueling the Explorer, lightly squeezing the pump handle as the price gauge closed in on $10.00.  The SUV wasn’t the only thing running on fumes these days as Lance’s checking account had recently fallen on empty, itself.  With just $15.00 of cash left in his wallet, 4 gallons of gasoline would have to do until he could collect a little more capital.

“Hi, you’ve reached Amy Stanton,” began the most soothing voice in Lance’s world.  “Sorry I can’t take your call right now, but leave your name and number I will most definitely get back to you.  Muah!”

“Hey baby, it’s me,” said Lance as he entered the gas station.  “I’m on my way to pick up my check.”  He opened his wallet and passed a $10 bill to the cashier.  “It’s been a rough day.”  He sighed.  “I know this isn’t the first time you’ve heard me say that.  Anyway, just wanted to say I love you.  I’ll see you tonight.” 

Lance parked the Explorer in the sparsely populated plaza in front of the Spartans’ offices.  As he exited the vehicle, he heard the unmistakable the clang, clatter and smash of the afternoon’s workout from the lot around the corner.  Sledgehammers slinging.  Tires flipping.  The drill sergeant-like bellows of Coach Mack—part-time strength and conditioning coach for the Spartans; full-time P.E. teacher for Banquete Middle School in Robstown. 

As he entered the office suite, Lance was immediately hit by a stale odor reminiscent of the nursing homes where he and his teammates would volunteer during college.  After taking a moment to adjust to the stench, he ascended the dark, narrow stairwell and stepped into the poorly-maintained 2nd floor office corridor of the Corpus Christi Spartans. 

While the team’s management contracted a janitorial company a couple of times per month to sweep the dust and bleach the mold, these measures were nothing more than a half measure—hardly enough to raise the offices to a level of respectability.  Every step Lance took along the hallway’s mildewed carpet seemed to conjure a new horde of dust, which swirled up from the fabric before dancing and fluttering within the pools of light flooding in through the smudged windows along the corridor.

Lance held his breath—perhaps unconsciously—and passed through the hallway, stopping just outside the last door on the right.  He peered in through the large rectangular office window only to have his view obscured by the cheap, partially drawn venetian blinds, their horizontal slats each covered by a thin gray film of dust. 

To the left of the window was office’s the entrance:  a flimsy wooden door painted pastel blue and covered with chips and bare spots that had accumulated thanks to years—perhaps decades—of utter neglect.  Taped to the outside of the door was a single piece of copy paper with writing in dark, bolded font:

Doctor Da’Rel Meeks

Head Coach/Head of Football Operations

Lance refused to say the words aloud as he was incapable of doing so in a respectful tone.  Dr. Coach Meeks.  Doctor of what?  Nothing but a ridiculous, self-appointed title. 

What added to this sad comedy was that Meeks had just three certificates adorning the walls of his office:  his high school diploma; an Associates Degree from Kilgore Community College; and a framed computer printout, similar to the one scotch-taped to the office door, from some two-week online course in business management. 

Perhaps the doctorate was still at the framery, Lance joked to himself.  Who calls themselves doctor anyway? Actual doctors.  He took a deep breath—in spite of the mold—and summoned every ounce of Zen in his possession. 

Lance cracked the door a few inches and peered into the office.  “You busy, coach?”

“What can I do for you, Mr. Gunn?” said Dr. Coach Meeks without looking up, his eyes fixed on the screen of his bulky, outdated computer monitor. 

“Here to pick up my check, sir.”

Without visually acknowledging the presence of his starting QB, Meeks turned his attention to the small stack of envelopes cluttered atop his desk.  “How’d the tryout go?” he asked as he shuffled through the pile.

Slightly taken aback by the question, Lance shifted his weight and gulped down the nervous lump in the back of his throat.  He had actively taken measures to prevent Meeks from learning about his tryout that morning. 

“Went OK.  Should be hearing back soon,” he responded, unsure whether his answer qualified more as a lie or a formality.

“You know you’re wastin’ your time, boy?”  Meeks finally looked up, his eyes beady and dark behind their bifocals.  His face was fleshy, coal-black, and devoid of affect.  Lance shifted his weight again, but did not respond.  “Ya’ got a good thing here.  Consider yourself lucky.  These stupid fantasies of yours are only gonna’ hurt the team.” 

He opened the envelope marked Lance Gunn.  After checking the amount, he placed the check back in the envelope and slid it across the desk to Lance, who opened it and checked the amount himself.    

“Um, Coach,” said Lance in a puzzled tone.  “I think there was a mistake with payroll—”

“One-hundred and fifty dollars pay for a one-hundred and fifty dollars’ work,” said Meeks, his voice flat; attention back on the monitor; fingers clicking away atop the mouse pad.

“But I made all my workouts this week.  I even reorganized my shifts at work—”

“Fifty dollars deduction for tardiness on Monday.  Another fifty for your absence today.”

“Coach, with all due respect…” He tried to make the words sound less forced than they actually were.  “I was only three minutes late on Monday.  And I talked to Coach Mack on Wednesday and he said I could get my workout in early this morning, you know, because of the tryout.”

Meeks groaned.  The pudgy black man of five feet and seven inches removed his glasses and began massaging his temples, as if to tell his starting quarterback that even the mildest protest was cause for a migraine. 

“Listen, Gunn.  You’re a good kid.  We like you alright here.”  Meeks leaned back in his chair, its legs straining beneath his weight.  “But you gotta’ play by the same rules as everyone else.”

“Coach, I just thought with it being preseason and all—”

“One-hundred and fifty dollars’ pay,” he paused mid-sentence to offer some emphatic gesturing and extra condescension, “for one-hundred and fifty dollars’ work.”  He looked at Lance with his dead, vacant stare.  Yet this time, the young man saw something subdued in his coach’s eyes.  Something familiar. 

Disappointment?  No.  What was it?

That’s when it hit him like a slap to the back of the head.  Resentment.  Pure bile and envy, brought on by being in the constant presence of athletes who had managed, in some small way, to be paid for their talent and keep their dreams alive; who refused to just settle for their present situation.

Yet by some horrible miscalculation of fate, Meeks had been granted power over dozens of these young men whose only mistake was refusing to quit on themselves.  Da’Rel Meeks was not a coach.  In fact, he was quite the opposite:  a malcontent black hole of talent who thrived off the struggle and disappointment of those around him. 

It was as if the power trip of a mall cop and the unbridled sleaziness of a pyramid schemer had made a baby, and that baby grew up to be someone who was so lazy and talentless that the only way he could achieve satisfaction in his own life was to watch those around him suffer.

“That’ll be all, son,” said Meeks in his typically condescending tone.  “New pay period starts tomorrow.  I’ll see you bright and early for film.”

But Lance didn’t move.  Instead he chose to linger for a moment amidst the low light of Da’Rel Meeks’ moldy office, surrounded by his three meager certificates and little else of note.  An obsolete computer.  A desk that could barely pass as a card table.  It was lonely, depressing, and most of all, well-deserved.  Lance waited there until an exacerbated Meeks finally looked back up at him.

“I said that’ll be all.”

Lance looked into those dead eyes.  Craters as dark and vacant as the vacuum that inhabited his skull.  The quarterback smiled, then turned and walked out of Meeks’ office for the very last time.

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